Rainy

My, my, my.

Dear,

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind

And now all your love is wasted
And who the hell was I?
I’m breaking at the bridges
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

I wish I had more to say to you. I wish I could tell you not to worry. I wish I could tell you to stop being afraid. I wish I could tell you to fail. I wish I could tell you that it’ll work out. I wish I could tell you what you’re feeling. I wish I could tell you what is true. I wish I could tell you where you’re going. I wish I could tell you that you are valuable. I wish I could tell you not to compare yourself. I wish I could tell you that you’re better than that. I wish I could tell you that it’s all worth it. I wish I could tell you that this will get easier. I wish I could tell you that maybe easier isn’t such a good thing. I wish I could tell you that wanting things to be easy isn’t such a bad thing. I wish I could tell you to care a little less. I wish I could tell you that it’s okay to feel. I wish I could tell you that I had answers.
I can’t.
You’re just an insecure girl hoping someone will tell you that you’re enough.
I wish I could tell you that you’re enough and it be enough.
I wish I could tell you that it’s okay that you can’t.

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