Bad News Bears, possibly

So, I’m at a point where I’m seriously considering retiring this blog. It’s become something other than what I want it to be now that actual people have begun to read it and now that I’m aware of who reads it. I thought I’d be confident enough to write regardless and not be concerned with what people think, but that isn’t the case as I’ve found myself censoring. Tonight, I wrote a post venting about something that I’d love to share with some of you, and it was something I’ve wanted to say for some time, but I set it to private because I’m too aware of who reads this now. That wasn’t the point. That wasn’t the intent. I hate that it has become that way and maybe I’ll get passed that and it’s just a hurdle I have to deal with for now, but I’m not so sure. So, if you think you’re the source of this problem, if you could do me the polite kindness in not judging me or please just stop reading my blog, that’d be great. I’m kind of really enjoying writing here and I love having many of you read, but I’m not going to sacrifice the integrity of my blog. That may sound strange, but I’m strange. Here’s a freaking beautiful photograph I snapped this evening. I’m in a throw things mood. Julia, why aren’t you here? djkafl;slfajdaf;sdlkfja;sdlfa


2 thoughts on “Bad News Bears, possibly

  1. I hear ice cubes are good for that…aren’t you at a hotel? Just do it 🙂 I love you honey!

    P.S. I think it is quite hilarious that I feel the need to tell you repeat things using various technological means…I think all I have left is to send you an email 😉

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